mood: DRAMA QUEEN!
looking at: the old einstein memorabilia's && the mv @ youtube.
listening to: the background music of the music video made my tenoi @ youtube.
it's been more than 3 months since we parted ways.
take note ha, 3 months PALANG yun, and i can say that there had been lots of changes with everyone, i guess.
unang una, i didn't recieve even a single response the moment i sent each and everyone (well, not everyone tlga. few chosen ones lang haha. pero madami din sila) a text message. nagunli pa tlga ko para kumustahin sila, kahit alam kong magagalit si marlon. haha. mmkay. well, however, i was able to have a very little text conversation with fem, diana, and of course, mitch. it's good to know that they're doing good naman. yun nga lang, si fe at si calo, break na ata. haha. ayun. pero yung iba, parang di man lang natuwa at nagreact na may globe na ko! (like finally i'm IN na haha). though most of them are like living their own new worlds na, meron pa din iba who still keeps in contact. patuloy pa din sa pagshare ng stories. parang si celina. wow. bilib ako sakanya. ang tyaga nyang mag-group message. it isn't easy noh, i guess. of course, the all-time einstein's fs profile commentators (tama ba? :D) they know who they are, right abby? haha. antonnette? etc. mami tere is also one who really keeps in touch thru her gm's. yun nga lang, i don't load that often sa globe ok, mali, hindi pala tlga ko nagloload. ha!ha! well, ahm. let's see. meron ding ibang nafeel ko tlga ang change. i'd like to put karlo a. on top of my list. idk ha, pero it seems to me that he's being masungit and all. parang he isn't the same karlo. not sure, kase it's just based from his comments and my comments at fs. haha. neri would also be one. she actually texted me at my sun cellphone this morning. akala ko mangugnumusta, hindi naman pala. may itatanong lang. sana nangumusta man lang diba? :( ayun. nalungkot lang ako. feeling ko nga din e, i won't even get a chance to visit our alma matter eh. panu, wala akong makakasama. sa totoo lang, i super miss them all. they are so much different from my new classmates whom i'd be together with for the next 6 years of my life! darn! ang tagal. parang i can't withstand it. their attitude's so much different from the einsteins. kahit minsan were corny and all, they'd always be the best classmates. nakakamiss kasi. i was browsing on our old pictures here, sobrang heart breaking na it seems like the bond that we had, that strong bond - is slowly getting broken. parang isa-isa ng nalalagas. :(
i hope that whatever negative insights i have in mind are just plain hypothesis! hindi pa to conclusion! sana hindi tlga nagbago yung mga einsteins na nakilala ko. i hope we could get to spend time with each other soon. and i also pray that somehow, as we go on with our own separate, we will always remember.. that we'd always be FRIENDS FOREVER.
well, anyway, here's the video i'm talking about. i cried the first time i watched this. haha. ang drama ko tlga noh! :))
princess hannah
